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[ufufufufu]

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[ufufufufu]

That is something I decided.

Kira refuses to acknowledge that anything is his fault, anyway. He may accept a small scrap of blame but ultimately it is someone else's doing. As I said, it is easier to simply accept that nothing is his fault and everything is my fault. It's easier to get Kira to accept that answer, too.

Our household is troublesome enough. Do you not think so, Jotaro? :)

[starmark]

your house is definitely troublesome, that's for sure

him not acknowledging it doesn't make it any less true though

really what you're saying is keeping the peace is better than being accurate, right

[ufufufufu]

That's correct!

Within in this household, I attempt to do what I can to keep the peace! But with everyone else, it is good to be accurate. If I am not accurate with people outside, how will they understand? Understand? :)

[starmark]

understood

because with kira it's not really about understanding, it's about not having a fight

is that it

[ufufufufu]

That's correct!

When Kira gets mad, it is awful. :(!!!! It is awful!!

[starmark]

how come

what does he do to you

[ufufufufu]

Nothing! NOTHING! NOTHING!!!!

He does nothing! He just will be mad! He won't even be annoyed or prodded enough to hit me! INsult me! Berate me! Kill me! He'll just be mad! He'll let himself be ruined by his anger toward me and won't do anything other than let me know it!

IT'S AWFUL! IT'S AWFUL!!! IT'S SOMETHING I HATE IS WHEN SOMEONE IS MAD, IS ANGRY, THAT THROUGH PAIN AND AGONY AND BLOOD AND FIRE AND DESTRUCTION THAT SOME PEACE IS UNDERSTOOD AND FELT AND CONNECTION AND EUPHORIA IS FELT BETWEEN THE TWO BUT IF NOTHING THEN ITS NOTHING AND NOTHING AND IT'S AWFUL!!

That is why I got so mad at Josuke! So angry!

[starmark]

[...well.

uh.

holy fucking mcshit,]

hey

get it together

you're saying he just bottles it up and ignores you instead of taking shit out on you, then

and that's why you're angry about what josuke did, because kira bottled that up too and wouldn't talk to you or vent on you?

[ufufufufu]

Yes, yes, yes. Yes.

Yes, it is the worst. It is awful.

Kira is a fine and wonderful adult. He's a wonderful adult, Jotaro. I truly think that way about him. Complimenting someone in a way that I do not believe in isn't right. So keeping the peace is best.

[starmark]

do you hate it because you're worried about him? or because he's not yelling at you and you want to be yelled at?

[ufufufufu]

Both. It is both.

I cannot help someone when they are mad. When they are feeling low and sad, I know what words to use because those sort of feelings need words. Sometimes blood if words do not work. But words work best first. With anger, I only know how to ease with murder and slaughter. If it isn't eased, I worry. Yes, I worry. I worry a lot. How will someone feel better??

[starmark]

...

so if you could learn a different way to ease anger, would that make you feel better?

[ufufufufu]

Maybe??? Maybe.

[starmark]

and then you wouldn't worry about kira so much?

[ufufufufu]

It would be wonderful to not worry about Kira so much. :( :)

[starmark]

okay well

obviously you know when i get angry i unleash my daimyo wrath on the land too so that's not exactly helpful

but i'll use my influence to look into it

and if i come up with something i'll let you know

[ufufufufu]

Thank you.

I would appreciate it.
Something to help Kira.
That has lowered my desire to kill you a significant amount. :)
Thank you.

[starmark]

remember i'm not making any promises

just ideas, i don't know if they'll work or not

understand

[ufufufufu]

I understand.

If you make a promise and cannot deliver, the desire to kill you would definitely double. Hahaha! HAHAHAH!

But you're just doing something and taking the time to help Kira with no hope that it will work. That is about where I am at all times. So that is why I am feeling exceptionally fond of you. Exceptionally!!

[starmark]

...right

you've got it, yeah

just investing my time, that's all



exceptionally fond, huh

[ufufufufu]

Yes! :)

If I am able to kill you, I will be certain to talk to your head fondly. I have already decided that. What is your favorite meal? I'll make that for your head every day. That is how fond I have come to find you.

[starmark]

why don't you just talk to my head where it is

the conversation is probably more interesting this way anyway

[ufufufufu]

it is nice to get a response

then before i kill you, shall i prepare a nice meal for you? consider it an appetizer to the banquet that shall be your death

[starmark]

you really want to know what kinds of foods i like, don't you

[ufufufufu]

It is fun to cook and to hear someone say that the food is good. :)
I like sewing, too.
There is a party.
A wonderful Halloween party.
I am going to go.
I sewed an outfit.
From dresses. HahahahAHAHAHAAH.