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Do you know that Kira threatened me once or twice with death?
Did you know that Redgrave and I spent months screaming hatred at one another?
Simply because there is a rough patch does not mean that it is the end.
I have great faith in Shootie and his ability to overcome this -- to be able to speak to you, again, even.
Do you not have faith in yourself to be able to speak to him, too?
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I've already tried. He won't have a word of it. Heaven forbid I want to be happy about something going right in my life for once, because then this happens and I have to turn him down...
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Are you more upset that Shootie's feelings are hurt or upset that his feelings are interfering with your current happiness?
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Both. I understand it hurts to hear, but... I had really hoped for a better outcome.
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Look, if you please. I'm learning more sayings!
I also hoped for a better outcome.
For two people that tend to see me as a human, I thought you could be happy together.
Hahaha.
But it didn't work out that way.
I don't like Shootie being sad.
But I also am happy that he's sad.
Not living off his misery, not at all~
The young are really interesting!
I must say. I'm calmer now because I spoke with him, but the young are interesting!
Fights and disagreements and broken hearts happen more often than one thinks.
Not just because this world is this world, but because it is~
One must learn to be able to carry these little hurts to be able to find true happiness.
A friendship where one pines after another is painful.
How would he have felt if he had seen you lovey-dovey with that person versus telling you himself?
In the end, the pain is less.
Because he said it.
Because he said it and heard the words and can start to move on.
Because you said it and you heard yourself and can work to move forward, too~
But the young are interesting.
When something stops them, they think that it is stopped and all happiness and joy must stop now, too.
A greater happiness and a greater joy await those that are honest and live honestly!
So I have faith.
Indeed, I have faith!
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Which... I guess is to say you have a point. I think if the circumstances had been better, maybe that would be true. Maybe I would have considered such a thing. But as it is, I simply can't right now.
...I hope he heals, then, and reconsiders his distance from me. That's not what I want at all.
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I'm in a nice warm place in my mind now.
Slowly sobering up~
Don't worry about what cannot be considered.
After all, I did think about killing your loved one for his sake~
But that wouldn't really make Shootie happy~
So why worry about what you can't consider?
If you can't, you can't!
Hahahaha! Ahahahaha!
He will heal.
If he doesn't, I'd be disappointed!
A first love is a first love.
There are many more horrific loves ahead of one's life!
For you, too~
Just give it time.
He's still a small sparrow, you know~
You know?
Small bird that is growing into his heart.
Sometimes there has to be some broken pieces in there to learn what living is!