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I'm very proud of you.
Very proud.
I often tell people I love them, because I feel such love for everyone!
You regret what you don't say.
You regret what you do say.
So why not say it all and be certain something was said!
Hahahaha!
He's not real, you know.
He's just a game to play.
To figure out what it means to be human.
But if he teaches you something, well, I say thank you for having seen something in him at all.
You love me?
You love me??
Well.
Hm.
I love you, too.
Of course, I do.
Of course.
[1/2]
I don't mind. I've fallen in love with people who don't really exist before. I can love an idea.
I'm not disappointed in the truth, this time, though. I like the glimpses of you too.
[2/2; he is 100% fulfilled, that's it, all he wanted from the world, he can now die happy!]
I didn't know I could cry from happiness too. That always sounded made-up.
I've wanted to hear that. No, that's not it-- I needed it?
I definitely needed to hear that.
[... well, at least they're happy tears, this time?]
[ ;A; don't die at all! ]
From happiness?
Because of me?
It's good you heard something good from me.
Perhaps.
But you will hear much nicer things from Rio.
[we'll see!]
Maybe that's true. She's taking a while to reply, though...
Is that good or bad?
[ shootie's life continues to be difficult 'cause the lunatics he houses ]
It's surprising.
Very surprising.
I can't say if it's good or bad.
Probably a good-bad.
It means she's taking the feelings and holding them rather than simply catching and letting them drop on the floor.
Have courage.
The world will smile back with you one day.
[he got his heart broken ^^;;;;;;;; ]
One. Month. Mitsuhide-san.
ONE. MONTH.
I was one month late.
If I confessed one month earlier...
Just one month...
ONLY ONE MONTH...
and two days.
I don't want to feel anything anymore.
[ i had such hope that it would end well ... nooo ]
I don't know what to say to cheer you up.
But you could kill the person she likes, hm?
Or lock them away somewhere until she thinks they vanished and tell her again about your love?
I'd be happy to help in this endeavor.
I don't know what to do for you.
My suggestions are rather extreme.
But I want you happy.
I really want you happy.
An odd confession from someone like me, I'm sure.
But still I do think you precious and deserving happiness.
What can I do?
Re: [ i had such hope that it would end well ... nooo ]
[He well and truly didn't expect that this time and it earned some laughs through sheer absurdity.]
No, thank you VERY MUCH, Mitsuhide-san, but killing someone's lover to take them yourself isn't exactly encouraged in modern society.
And it will just make her angry and resentful and we'll both be broken-hearted. Just one of us is enough...
Thank you... at least you're here for me. I appreciate that a lot.
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But I thought that might not make you happy.
I thought it might.
Hahaha.
Anyway, of course, I am always on your side.
Even when I may not seem like I am.
But, Shootie, your heart is still growing.
It has some broken pieces in it and that is good.
This world isn't anymore cruel than any other world.
Perhaps I can say so because I have lived in warring times?
Either way, either way, yes, either way~
This is but a small sharp pain in growing.
In learning.
In being.
In hurting this small way, you will be able to find a better happiness in the future.
I believe that.
Indeed, I do.
I hope you do as well~
[usually he'd stay down a lot longer, but look at all this support he's getting ;3;]
It did, as a joke.
It's funny as long as it doesn't happen.
That means a lot, Mitsuhide-san. Your love is reliable.
I'm sorry for being so affected by this, you really have been through things worse than I have. It's not a big deal, even though it feels like it is...
This makes me more grown-up? More like an adult?
I'll appreciate this pain, then. Maybe I'll meet with her again, so I can capture it, so I won't forget this feeling.
Mitsuhide-san? When you're done, would you like to spar? Maybe you could teach me more ways to fight too.
I want to be strong.
[ his deranged deer-mom is here to support; one can't stay down in these times! ]
That is a good sign. A very good sign!
Shall I say thank you?
It seems like I'm getting a lot of praise lately.
I'm not sure what to do with it.
So let's leave it where it is.
No.
It's your first love.
First loves are always difficult.
And they do not always have happy endings, unfortunately.
But it merely means that a happy ending is awaiting you!
Yes, it's good to capture onto those feelings.
It's good to not close your heart off because of one unfortunate sharp pain.
The heart is a terrible thing.
But it should always be open and ready to smile at the world.
The world has too many frowns, don't you think??
Spar?
That's fine.
That's fine.
I was teaching Kingo how to fight, too.
Kingo never liked it much.
But that's fine.
Don't think being strong means to kill, though~
Don't think being strong means to be good at killing~
I consider myself, indeed I consider myself, a very fragile person.
Hahaha!
[he loves his deranged deer-mom]
I love battles, I love strategy, and I love winning, but more than that, I love what can be learned in a battle, whether it's my win or not. Trainers come to know each other through battling!
I know, Mitsuhide-san.
I don't love killing. But it's good to know how for when you need it, right? I'd hate to be caught weak and helpless; that's the worst. To protect yourself and others, strength is necessary.
This, too, is a point of pride.
Our battles are bloodless and do not lead to death. A serious injury is very rare, the goal is not to kill, but sport!
I look forward to it.
[ now for some added pain for when he finds out about hospital stay :( ]
We talked about that when we first spoke, didn't we?
I'm happy that you pursued this love.
Even if it didn't end well, I'm happy you pursued it.
I'm not sure if it's something to look forward to~
But I'm happy to teach you what I know.
If there is one person in this world who knows battles, it is me.
Because battles love me, too.
Take care of yourself until we meet again, all right?
All right?
You still are very precious to me even if I have been being tough on you.
[ow.]
I'm starting to think that love and this love are different...
I'll look forward to it anyway.
I will try.
I
[A very long pause between replies, then:]
I thinkI love you the most out of anyone here
You're very precious
Thank you.
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It is important to understand what kind it is. 《 ° ♡ ° 》
[ A soft "hm" at the long pause between the replies. ]
You needn't thank me.
I haven't done anything yet.
Hahahah.