Oh... It is true I miss him. It is true I would love to hear his voice. It is true I would adore it if he acknowledged and called my name.
But at the same time, at the same time, I made a decision back home to not be at his side. I couldn't uphold it while I was here.
Last year, yes, I grew too desperate and lost and frightened without him. Indeed, I spoke to an imagined idea of him for months and months on end. Indeed, it gave me comfort to do so.
But now I am feeling a little more whole. Captivity gifted me some insight instead of drove me closer to another breaking point.
It's a difficult thing to say, Shootie, about what I would do. But it would not be an easy decision in any case. In any case, it would not be easy.
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It is true I miss him.
It is true I would love to hear his voice.
It is true I would adore it if he acknowledged and called my name.
But at the same time, at the same time, I made a decision back home to not be at his side.
I couldn't uphold it while I was here.
Last year, yes, I grew too desperate and lost and frightened without him.
Indeed, I spoke to an imagined idea of him for months and months on end.
Indeed, it gave me comfort to do so.
But now I am feeling a little more whole.
Captivity gifted me some insight instead of drove me closer to another breaking point.
It's a difficult thing to say, Shootie, about what I would do.
But it would not be an easy decision in any case.
In any case, it would not be easy.