[ All he can really say about the idea, yes? Does someone like him actually deserve friends and loved ones? A good question! One that probably should be answered with an emphatic "no." But eh, he returns to the same idea that he's never loved himself so he can't answer a question that requires an objective view. And friends, as he has found it, is rather objective. ]
It seems like he has been cruel to you over and over, and you forgave it because you wanted to believe there was a reason for it. Sometimes, there is no reason for cruelty. Sometimes, a person is just cruel because they themselves are cruel.
My lord is a cruel man. There is no excuse for him. He just is. He is the embodiment of evil. And I still love him.
But Paul is a child peeling the wings of any creature he finds. Human and monster alike. His cruelty is built on the idea that he's superior to everyone yet he's died so many times because he is weak. His cruelty is because he is weak not because he is strong. He hasn't learned his lessons and he won't, because weak people who think they are cruel for strength never do.
My lord is strong and cruel. His cruelty is never painted as a lesson. It's never painted as a greater good. It's never painted as the one and only option because it is right. It's the one and only option because he says it is. Because he is cruelty and evil. Because he can shoulder the hate of an entire country, an entire world, an entire Heaven and Hell. His cruelty is the cruelty of the strong.
And that is why I'll let Paul live. Because he's a weak creature that will eventually be crying and crying and crying with no one to listen. No one save those with too bleeding of hearts. And perhaps, then, perhaps then... he will learn something. But he will never learn what it is to be truly cruel.
< mitsuhide > [ also yeah whoa long long text ]
[ All he can really say about the idea, yes? Does someone like him actually deserve friends and loved ones? A good question! One that probably should be answered with an emphatic "no." But eh, he returns to the same idea that he's never loved himself so he can't answer a question that requires an objective view. And friends, as he has found it, is rather objective. ]
It seems like he has been cruel to you over and over,
and you forgave it because you wanted to believe there was a reason for it. Sometimes, there is no reason for cruelty. Sometimes, a person is just cruel because they themselves are cruel.
My lord is a cruel man.
There is no excuse for him.
He just is.
He is the embodiment of evil.
And I still love him.
But Paul is a child peeling the wings of any creature he finds.
Human and monster alike.
His cruelty is built on the idea that he's superior to everyone yet he's died so many times because he is weak.
His cruelty is because he is weak not because he is strong.
He hasn't learned his lessons and he won't, because weak people who think they are cruel for strength never do.
My lord is strong and cruel.
His cruelty is never painted as a lesson.
It's never painted as a greater good.
It's never painted as the one and only option because it is right.
It's the one and only option because he says it is.
Because he is cruelty and evil.
Because he can shoulder the hate of an entire country, an entire world, an entire Heaven and Hell.
His cruelty is the cruelty of the strong.
And that is why I'll let Paul live.
Because he's a weak creature that will eventually be crying and crying and crying with no one to listen.
No one save those with too bleeding of hearts.
And perhaps, then, perhaps then... he will learn something.
But he will never learn what it is to be truly cruel.
You understand, yes?