The young me you saw was not me. And yes, I imagine playing the violin at first was a great deal of fun. Thus the boy's enjoyment. And it was something we originally wanted to do. But it quickly became something unpleasant when ample amounts of pressure was placed on my shoulders.

I had to play perfectly. And I had to be shown off. Something fun became a burden. So I did badly so everyone would leave me alone. I honestly can't imagine finding any enjoyment out of it now.

[There's always a chance but he's not willing to make any kind of attempt. Even if a violin was placed in his hands he still wouldn't play.]

You saw that memory...?

[His brain was completely ransacked...] They were being very rude on the train and then insulted me as we were leaving. So... I did the only thing I could. I followed them home and murdered them. That was during a time when I had to avoid killing in order to stay hidden. I made a mistake... It was satisfying but it ended up costing me my life. That wasn't my last kill but that was my last relationship... Shinobu, not included of course.