I don't want to be helpless because I know the world is cruel. That's why I have to be too. It's my nature too, so even if you kept me vulnerable and weak, it wouldn't make me soft or kind or good, not the way children are. I don't think I'm like them at all.
I'm not.
This isn't right for me to say, no, it's definitely foolish, but I want to trust you too. Maybe it doesn't have to happen all at once, maybe there are some things I should hold onto for longer, but, if it could keep me safe, don't worry about shocking me. Rather, I give you full permission to shock me, because I trust you. It's better if it's you than someone else, right?
[... Shootie, you're supposed to be keeping an eye on him.
He's a bit shocked by his own honesty there too, but it's sent before he can fix it. But he did just admit to trusting him, yes.]
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I hate lies.
I don't want to be helpless because I know the world is cruel. That's why I have to be too. It's my nature too, so even if you kept me vulnerable and weak, it wouldn't make me soft or kind or good, not the way children are. I don't think I'm like them at all.
I'm not.
This isn't right for me to say, no, it's definitely foolish, but I want to trust you too. Maybe it doesn't have to happen all at once, maybe there are some things I should hold onto for longer, but, if it could keep me safe, don't worry about shocking me. Rather, I give you full permission to shock me, because I trust you. It's better if it's you than someone else, right?
[... Shootie, you're supposed to be keeping an eye on him.
He's a bit shocked by his own honesty there too, but it's sent before he can fix it. But he did just admit to trusting him, yes.]