A guardian angel to be living in sin? I suppose he may very well be our guardian angel, hm?
[ Mitsuhide, no. ]
It certainly won't. I'm planning on going a-hunting, too. In these last throes of insanity, I'll go a little insane and settle down. It's the chaos that speaks sweet songs to me. And soon it will be over. And then we will lower our heads and pretend it didn't happen at all~
[ He giggles at his own words. ]
But that's probably for the best. Not all unfortunate memories need be held onto. Not all scars need be torn off. Only I think that. But you taught me that it's okay to forgive and to be forgiven. So if that is what people decide, then that is what we decide.
[ And a small sigh. ]
I would love to. There is just one or two more things to do. I'll cleanse this soul of mine and return. I can't embrace you with how it is now. When I saw you in the hospital, it was filled with tiny barbs of anger for you. And I have to let those out, too~ Not against Paul. No, not at all. Your words are as a barrier. And no one shall die by my hand because of you. But I will return. And things will be as they were. Softer. Kinder.
Mitsuhide is finally growing tired enough to slip back into this rotten skin and sleep for a time. Hopefully, a long time.
[ He speaks of himself as two separate entities, but he isn't. He knows he isn't. There was never two people. There was never any other face but his own. And he knows it. It's just easier for him to say it that way. Not to hide away from what he's done, but to explain why he is done with the killing. ]
< mitsuhide >
I suppose he may very well be our guardian angel, hm?
[ Mitsuhide, no. ]
It certainly won't.
I'm planning on going a-hunting, too.
In these last throes of insanity, I'll go a little insane and settle down.
It's the chaos that speaks sweet songs to me.
And soon it will be over.
And then we will lower our heads and pretend it didn't happen at all~
[ He giggles at his own words. ]
But that's probably for the best.
Not all unfortunate memories need be held onto.
Not all scars need be torn off.
Only I think that.
But you taught me that it's okay to forgive and to be forgiven.
So if that is what people decide, then that is what we decide.
[ And a small sigh. ]
I would love to.
There is just one or two more things to do.
I'll cleanse this soul of mine and return.
I can't embrace you with how it is now.
When I saw you in the hospital, it was filled with tiny barbs of anger for you.
And I have to let those out, too~
Not against Paul.
No, not at all.
Your words are as a barrier.
And no one shall die by my hand because of you.
But I will return.
And things will be as they were.
Softer. Kinder.
Mitsuhide is finally growing tired enough to slip back into this rotten skin and sleep for a time. Hopefully, a long time.
[ He speaks of himself as two separate entities, but he isn't. He knows he isn't. There was never two people. There was never any other face but his own. And he knows it. It's just easier for him to say it that way. Not to hide away from what he's done, but to explain why he is done with the killing. ]